About Having it All

So, about having it all. Is it really possible? Given the extreme shortness of American maternity leaves, I went back to work a week ago on Monday. The first week was tough, but made easier by the fact that I am doing this for the third time now and know what to expect. Dealing with guilt, sadness, and at the same time feeling competent and fulfilled by my professional life and proud of my achievements. And I do have to say, work sometimes does feel like a vacation compared to staying home with three kids. Regardless of all that, I did cry last night at the thought of having to leave my precious little one home. It is not easy being a working mom and it is not easy (or even possible) to have it all...