Life with a new baby is full of surprises. There is no routine - you follow the baby's needs and internal clock. Time seems to slow down, days and nights may blur and you are sleep deprived, shower deprived, food deprived, while your body is still recovering from the birthing experience and adjusting to nursing. The first few weeks are hard, and the only way you get through, is because you love that little amazing human being so much. You cannot stop smelling her beautiful baby scent, and looking at her tiny hands and feet. You get so happy when she looks you in the eyes and follows your movements when you change her. You could look at her for hours, and do.. Nothing this wonderful comes easy!